Alright so unlike my other compatriots, I'm not gonna outright say YOU'RE TOXIC REEEE.
But at the same time your behavior as a person reflects heavily upon you.
I think people can change, but I think you should work on yourself as a person and turn around your reputation before trying to become a moderator.
Plus we are mod heavy at the moment, so we are very very picky.
Not right now, but if you turn yourself around, I say try again in the future
Godspeed