If you want my actual hours this month you can ask nearly all staff members to confirm.
The online time the staff tool gives us is 40 hours since the first of this month.
In general I have been online the between 40-60 hours on the server in nearly all previous months.
This might have been 200+ hours when I did not have a job. But I got one now. And I also moved recently so my time is the lowest the month I moved.
(End of july and the start of August.)
If needed ill ask Jamie to confirm this was pm'd to him around the 24th of July. (I signed a day after seeing the ad.)
I am quite sure that Survivor and Dommy have seen me be online this month.
While during my time as a mod most of the time was observing as a dev only a fraction of the time is. (Mostly events or after my death(s). And even if you took 75% of the server time as my playtime it would still be above the amount of time we consider reasonably activity in terms of mods and such.
So I think it is just you asking the wrong person and me being online on other times.
It might also be the fact that I do play alien (Queen) and not just marine. And that I have secondairy characters without Awan as first name. Who I do my best to keep under the radar.