This is where I think you've gotten a little turned around. The event going off the rails because of players shooting each other disobeying IC orders not to, is not me acting inappropriately it simply is not.
Could things have gone different? Sure, hindsight is always 2020, had I known marines and UPP would disobey their IC orders from admins and start butchering each other i most certainly would have made an OOC, Just as I made an OOC when it became clear players were not going to listen to IC nor did they care.
Now was this inappropriate? Absolutely not. Infact the only thing that could be construed as inappropriate that round was to give you your spec crate back rather than say too bad so sad you died.
I certainly welcome the criticism and it certainly does help me improve on things in the future, but saying I acted inappropriate is quite simply not the truth.