I'm really just tired of the vicious cycle that CM is. The only reason I have been sticking around is thanks to the good folk at the community, i been having good time interacting with them in game, attempting to make up some kind of fun with Dismas being a jackass at all jobs he probably can get his hands on, even as CO.
but when it comes to combat its true CBT experience, in my opinion having to do the ten minute push that escalates into CBT in caves or a 20-30 minute skirmish of xenos that naturally have more chances at just yeeting marines since it takes two buttons to put you on hard crit makes you feel like a fool wasting your time sometimes.
The only reason CM is popular is because you get something to shoot at without having to become the snowflake antag that everyone valid hunts every round and the 'military' vibes, but the monotomy and staleness of the game got to me.
I'll be back.
see me next week cheng