Aside from the weirdness when I wanted to take a break here and somehow ended up retired, I had some good times. I'm not going to stir up drama or whatever over it, it just bums me out. That being said for me it was never about the game, just the friends I made along the way and how we treated each other. I might come back one day but probably not for a long time. Till then be excellent to each other. I'll be on discord if you need me or just want to talk.
Take care.