I SD'd in briefing last time because I was on my own, I didn't have anyone else's name riding on my own. With this moderator application, there are a lot of good people who have vouched for me and I don't want them to look bad for doing so.
Again, you'll just have to take my word for it, but vouching and sticking your neck out for someone is something that's very sacred to me.
Is there anything I could do to prove to you that I won't just hardgrief again one day? Is there anything anyone could do?