Hey everyone, I know I'm rather late on this whole thing but my computer has been busted for a bit so I couldn't easily access the forums or server during that time. This is a public apology for all the drama that is/was going on for a week or so ago. I'm not going to be talking about or debunking all the things Zane said against me on his departure from CM, I'm just apologizing for what I did do wrong.
I'm sorry for spawning in as many items as I did. While it was never my intent to give myself an advantage over the normal player, I realize that what I was doing can be unfair and I apologize for that. Maybe it was just the fact I had the mindset that I going to sit down and just enjoy a round of CM for the first time in months, but regardless that doesn't excuse my actions.
I'm sorry for dealing with a case I was involved in myself. Even though the player was just given a warning, it can undeniably be said that I could have had a bias going into the case. While I consider myself fair in as many cases as I can, that doesn't change the fact that it should have been given to another staff not involved to check over everything.
Most of all though, I'm sorry for all of this being a thing in the first place. The CM Community, while undeniably very flawed, means a lot to me and I want to make it as good of a place as possible. While CM Community and "good" may be two things that are impossible in the same sentence, that's my goal overall. To me, this doesn't mean banning people who cause problems, but just trying to get things to work and be as fair to everyone as possible. I'm not leaving CM by any stretch of the imagination right now and going forward I want to give my best to help make CM the best it can be while I'm here.