Originally Posted by
Ethan10000llahd
you have a real job, you supposedly have a family, now why are you in the position on a server in some irrelevant early 2000 shitgame that could make people dislike you in anyway, and potentially make these threats? obviously being staff has literally ZERO benefit in terms of like... anything really, and I could only see in rare cases (such as tango/philip clap) wanting to be staff because they care about the game, their friends, and the community. You have absolutely nothing to gain by wrangling retards all day, and if you are genuinely concerned that someone is going to send a "pipe box" to your house, the issue lies with negative community views on your enforcement. I don't see any reason a staff member would be staff if they aren't doing it for the community (which is proven not in most cases because half the community goes on a drama spree or dislikes said staff member) (don't say being liked is impossible because we got (had?) lummy, clap and ugnip (beasts) who all are liked to a large degree in the community) other than for straight power, derived from wrangling said retards. CM has devolved into a TDM, so it's not like people even have split groups anymore besides from the mps, xenos, and robust marines. We all want off this crack addicting ride, but you, you have a clear shot, a clear reason, and a huge excuse to get off it forever, at least as a staff member. All I can imagine is being a cm staff member is masochism, and despite you having a job, and a family (supposedly) you still continue with it. From a perspective of man to man, this isn't healthy, CM isn't healthy for anyone, and more so to you so I'd beg, in part due to concern, and the other due to discontent, for you to take the shot to get off the ride while you can, and if you can't, at least stop dealing with the strain of being a staff member, as I can only imagine power isn't worth it. (I would probably blow my brains out if I was forced to moderate CM, and it truly is a thankless job which only earns the contempt of the community which is supposedly being served), but I feel as if the words I typed will fall upon deaf ears, and I hope it's not the case. I'm saying this because I'm concerned you may come back on the crack ride again, and I encourage any other staff members who are on the crack ride of power in the crack ride of CM to reflect and try to realize what is their true reason of staying on CM moderation (I pray to god it isn't institutional capture)